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Rest in Peace mom Even though its still without justice.
so just to make a few things clear one day a butterfly rose out of its cacoon made out of anguish and anxiety. As far back as i can recall my mother always had such fear of the world. i literally watched my mother who at the time was like a god to me let the world back her into a lonely ill forgotten corner . . . . things had gotten so bad i even forgot about her there for a while. She always knew it was gonna be a wreck that got her though. The only time you would see her driving a car was to and from work. anyother time my step father would faithfully shouffer her around cause she couldn't handle the world without her chill pills.
i counted eight years she lost in that pharmecutical shadow never thought i'd see the day we could do something as simple as go out, you know sober. but it happened ,she had finally come back out of that shell to find true happiness. in the end it was her closeness and loyalty to her friends and family that broke her free. she took time off from work to accompany a friend to pheonix. a longtime coworker of hers who had to fly out there in person to sign some papers. something about having her elderly father transvered from a mental ward there to houston. i talked to my mom like four hours before she died. I was the last one out of the family to talk to her before she died. she was just so joyful and alive. i don't understand . . . . f don't know to much about arizona but i do know its not Texas. Appearantly no one has a clear understanding of what really happened that night. its been a run around with the authorities there. No one who had the power seemed to have the integrity to wield it cause out of all the so called surveilance that should of been there no evidence came fourth. the driver of the vehicle that hit my mom was witnessed going over eleven miles over the speed limit. oh yeah did i mention a suspended license. his word against my moms friends words and now some how he is off guilt free and im having to deal with a prosecuter from a city i've never been and my mom will never leave cause they want to send a respectable women to prison for something she was in no control over. he wasnt even driving his own car. i could understand the concept it was an accident. i don't blame god i have faith that there was a divine plan involved. but how can you just subject one person to the laws of the land and completely overlook the other. suspended license means don't drive. i didn't talk about this just to complain, need some advice should i try to bring it to a higher court or am i even able. i've read the police reports everything that i have read clearly in my mind puts him at fault. it doesnt make any since either way my mom is still gone
. i'm just honestly glad i got to tell her i loved her one last time...