a lot of crap has happened since my departure in 2005. I've tried to come back in under numerous other names to make waves but quickly got rebanned each time. In October 2005 my wife had a sudden heart failure and collapsed on me, and 4 days later when they found out she had massive brain damage from the lack of oxygen, we terminated her life support. they were not gonig to put a new heart in a patient that severely damaged. God brought a new girl into my life the following March, and we got married last July. She had two kids of her own, so we are a blended family. I have 5 kids now.