The TheologyOnline.com TOPIC OF THE DAY for March 17th, 2010 11:19 AM
toldailytopic: If you have ever changed your religion, what where some of the reasons you did so? |
For most of my life, the Southern Baptist church was the TRUTH. I never questioned it, doubted it...or thought much about it (which became my "downfall"). I met someone who
had spent a great deal of time thinking about it - and most of that time was as an atheist. I never knew him as an atheist - we only got to know each other after he became a believer. He was one of the smartest, most logical and level headed people it has ever been my pleasure to know. Obviously, he was
not a Southern Baptist.
This friend and I spent a lot of time discussing his faith, my faith and faith in general. To hold my own in these discussions, I was forced to think...to think really deeply and intensely about my faith and my own beliefs. When I did, I realized that a lot of what I had always just accepted, didn't make any sense - there was no logic to it. It seemed to me that God would have to be a logical Being, and that His creations - from the smallest cell to the laws of physics - would also, of necessity, be logical.
Over the period of a year or so, I did a ton of thinking, and was forced to see that it was okay to doubt and to wonder. It was okay to think and to reason. Oddly enough, my faith in God and in Jesus Christ never lessened - but gradually I began to look at things differently.
Today I am a very happy Calvinist, who still attends the same Baptist church she was raised in. I am the heretic in my Bible study class, and have been responsible for instigating some very interesting discussions.

God and I are now in harmony, and I feel, in my heart of hearts, He is pleased with the road I have taken, and the time and study I have invested in Him. My beliefs are not for everyone, but I have found deep contentment. I am kinder and more compassionate. Every day is new and glorious. My faith is stronger, and my heart is truer to Him.